The grieving swan
Onceagrievingheartsaid–Ihaveknownlovemyentirelifeasdidjoy,hate,envy,grief.Andinmylife,Ionlywantedtosharelove,joyandeverythingwonderfulthattheworldhastoofferwithmybetterhalf.Shehasshownmehowmiserableourfinitelifecangetifwechoosehate.Theknowledgeofrealizationalwayscomefewminutestoolateifwespendthegreaterhalfdebatingit.Ihavesharedendlesslaughterandjoy.Ihaveonlyregrettedtheinevitablyfatedtearsofsadnesswhichonlytaughtustoholdontolovemorestronglythanever.That’showdeceitfullycunninglifegets.Itteachescourteousnesstothevictimsofhate.NowthatIbidgoodbyetomyprecioushalf,myheartfeelsempty.Mytearsleftwithherbutmysoullongsforherpresence.WhatunforbiddenIwoulddojusttospendanotherstolenmomentwithher.ButthecruelrealityisIamsentencedtospendthesemomentswiththeknowledgeofherabsence.ForIamasinnerofthismortallife,Ishallrepentwhatisleftofthislifetospreadwhatlittleofloveshehasleftwithme.MaybethenIcanseeheraftermysoulisfree.
